Lomo!

The world’s only 35mm camera with a built-in fisheye lens!
So these have been out for awhile now and I really want to get one. They take great photos with a cool fisheye effect, and are really lightweight and compact! They also just look good aswell!

Continuation

So many thoughts running through my head, when the fuck are we going to be dead? I paint this picture i call a life, which looks as promising as a neck to a knife. My soul is as black as the night, just like the result of this last final fight.

Its an unfinished passage, I cant control this madness, the same old story, different ending, its becoming a growing sadness.

I keep trying to purify this soul, all there is however is a great big fucking hole. The wind blows through me and takes me away, I am gone and forgotten by the end of the day.

I am Nothing, We are Nothing

So many thoughts running through my head, when the fuck are we going to be dead
I paint this picture I call a life, Which looks as promising as ones neck to a knife
Why cant i sustain, through pleasure and pain, This painted picture, that i call a life.

The Beginning

Today i started uploading and documenting footage i have been filming over the last few weeks for a film that im producing for my year 12 media class. Its rather exciting yet daunting as this can/will be a very long and gruelling process. I should have a little youtube clip up maybe later today or sometime this week.

I Need An Explanation

I need an explanation...Of the human mind. Everyone everynow and again has hard times when it looks like though there is no upside to your situation. What i want to know is if your in a life and death situation, why would you turn to something that is only harming you more and increasing your risks of failure? I dont expect many or any people to understand this, but I needed to write this down so i could read over it and ask myself the same question, why?

Songs to scream at the sun

If you havent allready checked this out...check it out. The new Have Heart album,titled Songs to scream at the sun is absolutely amazing. Any hardcore fan will like this. It has a suprisingly happy looking vibe on the cover also, always a plus.

Time Is The Enemy

Tommorow is that time again, the day we have all been dreading for the last two weeks...the first day back at school. Time to file into line (although we dont do that anymore) and get our names marked off the stupid role again. Everytime i think how much i dont want to go, i think that the more days i go, the less i have left.

Rat Race

Year 12 syndrome...whatever it is, ive got it.
I seem to eat and breath school at the moment, everyday and night not a moment goes by where something about school isnt on my mind. However i must say, this year is going extremely fast, it feels as its just flashing by and im getting left behind.

The thing that gets me though is, why? Why do we (except a few) get so stressed about this (what feels like a never ending)rat race? To achieve a number score at the end of the year, that will let us know whether we can enter into tertiary education where yet again we will feel like we are in hell? All i know is im definetly looking forward to leaving the place for good that has confined me for the past 13 years of my life, whether or not i continue with my schooling in the future, i will be glad to be gone.

Music, A lifestyle for living

Although this view is not shared by all people, I see music as a way of living. Music is my life, I am not involved in the music industry, however it is a massive part of my life and i wouldnt be the same person today without it. Everybody has their own music tastes, and i can respect that. Music can change moods, calm people down, infuriate people etc...

Sometimes i see music as my release, Hardcore music in particular, The heart and effort that goes into hardcore is really overlooked by other people who just think it is screaming and loud noises. If your not a fan of hardcore music and your having trouble understanding what i mean, heres some photos of two Australian hardcore bands and the effects they have on their fans at shows.


Carpathian, Melbourne


50 Lions, Byron Bay

Foals

Not only do they make great musique, but they have very cool/interesting artworks as record covers!


Go and listen!

Save me from ordinary, Save me from myself

Again i am going to write about myself.
I cant keep letting myself down with the 'performance' that i keep having to put on for everyone, 'performance'.

Shut up and re think what you just thought if you thought to yourself "Performance? Just be true and act yourself", how the fuck do you act yourself? act normal? what the fuck is normal? Everyone wants to be seen as someone with these morals or beleifs, classy, mature, nice etc etc...its a fucking lie, everyone is living a lie, especially me.

No love Lost

This is one of my favourite scenes from Control, Its also one of my favourite Joy Division songs aswell. Epic

False Sorrow

I tell you what really annoys me?
Now some people may call me harsh or heartless, however I am not.
What annoys me is how the public and media treat the death of a celebrity. Everynow and then we hear on the news (unfortunately), that a celebrity or a wife/friend/mother/brother has died of a disease or in a car accident etc...
Now ofcourse you can feel sorry for these people, however THEY are NOT the only people dying. In the time that it takes to broadcast the incident or read about it in the paper, probably 5 more people have died in the same way. It annoys me that just because they were celebrities everyone is so interested or sad etc...what about your 90 year old nextdoor neighbour suffering from MS or whatnot, you dont see her on the front page?

Same goes for celebrities and their business in other contexts, WHO GIVES A FUCKING SHIT IF THEY DID COKE ON THE WEEKEND!?! People who read those magazines and actually care about the articles have no life.